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Day 1 of 2012
Ayoko na pumasok. I don’t wanna deal with books, I don’t wanna deal with short-tempered staff nurses, I don’t wanna deal with long hours of class at marami pang iba. Iba talaga ang stress kapag nursing student at ayoko yung stress na dala niya. To the point na ayaw na nito ako pauwiin ng Cav. Grabe! Unang araw pa lang ng Jan. I need to think positive. But still kahit anu mangyari my heart still belongs to teaching. :( The feeling na sinasayang ko ang four years ko sa wala namang kwentang course (No offense sa iba, pero kasi pag wala talagang impact sayo ng course na kinuha mo wala pa rin.). Ni hindi na nga rin ako magaling kumuha ng bp e. I don’t believe kasi sa accuracy ng pagkuha ko pero I know its right naman (ANO RAW??). At dorm life is very sad. Iba pa rin kasi when you’re with your family and your own home to always welcome you whenever you come home. What’s keeping me strong na lang is GOD (He’s always behind me, I know that!), my RLEmates(our after class activities makes me happy for that short period of time) and Tatay (un e kung dadalawin niya ko.E pagpart ways na lalo naman ako nalulungkot!).
Lord, please help me to stay strong especially during long class hours (OMG MONDAY at TUESDAY)
Lezz do this! Kaya ko to.
